Monday, September 1, 2008

Have you ever felt like you worked so hard for something. Gave it your all. Didnt stop trying or give up on a person and yourself. But one thing you say and one thing you do. Hurts everyone in your life and RUINS everything you worked for. You try to fix it and mend what was broken but nothing works. You pray that things will get better and people will realize that you are truly sorry. But they dont try and dont care about you anymore. I have ruin things and we are trying to mend what I did. And this is just day one of mending but will it ever get better because right now. I cant breathe and I cant focus on anything. The one thing I want in my life doesnt really want to be here. I have failed myself and him. Why do i do things like this? You think I would realize change is good.
WILL I CHANGE?
WILL THINGS GET BETTER?
WILL WE BE OK?

who knows the one and only one i can turn to does. I pray it does.

"LIFE IS TO SHORT FOR PITTY AND MY LIFE IS PITTY"

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