lately

i have been focusing more on school then living life
i told myself last week after my horrible panic attack
and almost ruined everything that i wouldn't let myself get like that again. It was horrible. I basically took myself right out of kyle's life and made his family in the process very upset and angry towards me. i knew i had to apologize and get my way back in
with kyle it was easy he loves me and always forgives me even though i didn't do anything to him except make his family disown him for a bit. but that didn't last long because his mother adore him. but yeah so it took about 3 days and some serious guts but i got through it and apologized and now things are somewhat back together with the family but i am glad its over and i totally am never doing that again.

but ok so besides that i just got conformation that we meaning me and kyle are going to Minnesota definitely for summer break i am so excited to get some fresh air. i hate this Florida air and i am ready to get out. parents are great to help you get out and see new things. yes mom is buying tickets so that makes me happy.

so my plans as of right now for Minnesota include cabin, lake, mall of America, and waterfalls and i will be taking loads of pictures i am so excited and i cant wait to show kyle the big city :D

but in more recent news d rock is coming back to Orlando in just a few days and i am so stoked because we are doing a photo shoot and he just brings joy to my life. YEY we know how to party
ok so i guess a lot is going on but yes thats all its late and i am going to bed i hope